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Oct 22, 2006 13:32

I've been staying busy lately not just with school work but doing things for fun. I feel I need to get out more. I've had a tendency to be a bit of a recluse at times. Being alone can be great but I feel if I'm gonna improve my self confidence I need to challange myself and go outside the known frame, out of the comfort zone. So I've been trying to do that lately. Last night I went to a party (which I don't do very often). I girl in my class had invited me and I think she seems like a cool person (according to my standards of course). There were loads of people there cause she and her sister were having a joined birthday party. At first I felt a bit uncomfortable cause I didn't really know that many people there but it turns out that I had met her boyfriend once before at another party (ha ha, sounds like I do nothing else but go to parties) that another friend of mine had so that was kind of fun finding out we have mutual aquaintances. She had been invited too apparently but couldn't come. Small world it seems. I got into a long conversation with another girl at the party, talking about loads of different things. I'm not usually a big talker so I always surprise myself when it happens. Almost like I'm observing someone else doing it but realizing it's me wondering where it's all coming from. Lol sounds like I have multiple personalities when I put it like that. Anyways, time just flew by and I didn't get back home till 3am.

I've been walking a lot lately just trying to follow where my intuition takes me. So far I haven't regretted it. On the contrary. I feel it takes me where I need to be (though not necessarily where I was trying to get to). I need to listen more to my intuition cause when I do I usually get rewarded for it. I get to see, hear, and in other ways experience lovely things. Last weekend I had been walking and my shoes were chafing my feet so when I was going to the subway I decided to let my feet rest and just stand still on the conveyor belt instead of walking fast as I usually do. It went so slow but it gave me a chance to really observe the people passing by.

I was thinking of going to see a photo exhibition titled Atlantis today but it's been a lazy day and I didn't get around to it. But I did look up the photographer's (Ilkka Keskinen) home page. There are some lovely picture. They're all taken under water.















Here is the link to the home page to the rest of the photos
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