Life goes on
I was reading though my friends journals today and came accross something on Katy's (Claires friend) journal. It said to go through your lj archives and paste the 23rd post blah blah blah. Well, I was going through mine and it cracks me up, I've had this journal since 2001! Since I was 16! Haha well, this is my very first post.
Saturday, December 1st, 2001
Time Event
12:10a i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i fucked up today. Carving. i have to quit. i am fucked up, and i never realized it.i had to make choices today. i want to be back in holly. i NEED caspious. its madetory. i feel like in waterford i have no one to talk to. i wanted to talk to chad tonight, but its alright, im good. i feel like shit. i hate this. i just want to be happy.
I've changed a lot, and stayed the same as well. What a dork I was. I just thought it was funny. btw I haven't carved in forever and don't plan to. As far as the caspious thing, one can only hope.
Saturday, December 1st, 2001
Time Event
12:10a i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i fucked up today. Carving. i have to quit. i am fucked up, and i never realized it.i had to make choices today. i want to be back in holly. i NEED caspious. its madetory. i feel like in waterford i have no one to talk to. i wanted to talk to chad tonight, but its alright, im good. i feel like shit. i hate this. i just want to be happy.
I've changed a lot, and stayed the same as well. What a dork I was. I just thought it was funny. btw I haven't carved in forever and don't plan to. As far as the caspious thing, one can only hope.