used to (some thoughts of mine)

[angeldiva]

i used to have painful hope, now i just have pain

i used to Dream how life could be, now my dreams haunt me

i used to love with all my being, now i'm just striveing to be

i used to know how to have fun in life, now i barely know how to live

i used to have direction, now i wonder aimlesly

i used to have a plan, now i just don't care

i used to harbor inocince, now i'm a hallow house

i used to belive i could, now i hardly care if i do

life has changed from what it was, what it used to be
now my only question is what next?