Things are settling down. Nice.
I really should be getting something to eat, but honestly, I can't be bothered. Although I have just thought about fruit salad with whipped coconut cream, and that is sounding rather damn tempting now...
Things are good. =) Which makes for a nice change. Also welcome, considering how busy this time of the year is about to come.
Haydz and I are back on talking terms, which is lovely. He's gotten himself a stalker, which at the moment is all kinds of hilarious. We'll see how long it stays that way before it becomes problematic, but for the time being I'm enjoying a little bit of teasing. =D We caught up yesterday afternoon for a cuppa and a wander around Frankston. Ran into Jason Ball, whom neither of us have seen in a long, long time, which was wonderful. Jase hasn't changed very much at all, which is lovely to see.
I'm pleased to say I'm not on my best behavior, because that requires so much effort. There is no need to be at the moment, I can just be myself and I know that it is right thing for the way things currently are. I told Haydz last night that I know, understand and somewhat except our situation at the moment. I'm not exactly happy about it, but I'm in no way unhappy either. I am quite content, and not prepared to not have him in my life. So we seem to be at a compromise for the time being. I'm not giving up, and if I seen an opportunity to get my own way I will take it, but I'm not going to push the issue either. However, I will fight for him if the need arises, until such time as he specifically tells me not to, with a good reason for doing so.
We're starting to get into the busy time of year. Lots of birthdays and the Christmas. Break-up for CRE at the end of November. Christmas Party for work the last weekend in November. A few birthdays in November. Maddi's birthday in December plus a few others, then Sunday School break-up, 2 possible Christmas Eve Services, Carols By Candlelight on the TV Christmas Eve. No idea what we're doing for Christmas, or even where we're having Christmas as yet. I'm pretty sure its our turn to have Christmas with everyone on Christmas day, but who knows what the others have planned for their various family requirements. I have to say, only having to worry about me is somewhat less stressful, if a little lonely.
Need to start making Christmas Cards for my CRE kids. I have about 40 or so to make, so I really need to get started and work on some every day.
Completely unrelated - hopefully I'm getting a bed frame for my mattress today. Just waiting to hear back from a friend to see if she is home so Haydz and I can drop around and pick it up. Otherwise, I'll need to work out another time during the week in the evenings, which is a little tricky to ask Haydz for help as he is on call this week I think.
I'm really wanting fruit salad with whipped coconut cream now. xxoo
Things are good. =) Which makes for a nice change. Also welcome, considering how busy this time of the year is about to come.
Haydz and I are back on talking terms, which is lovely. He's gotten himself a stalker, which at the moment is all kinds of hilarious. We'll see how long it stays that way before it becomes problematic, but for the time being I'm enjoying a little bit of teasing. =D We caught up yesterday afternoon for a cuppa and a wander around Frankston. Ran into Jason Ball, whom neither of us have seen in a long, long time, which was wonderful. Jase hasn't changed very much at all, which is lovely to see.
I'm pleased to say I'm not on my best behavior, because that requires so much effort. There is no need to be at the moment, I can just be myself and I know that it is right thing for the way things currently are. I told Haydz last night that I know, understand and somewhat except our situation at the moment. I'm not exactly happy about it, but I'm in no way unhappy either. I am quite content, and not prepared to not have him in my life. So we seem to be at a compromise for the time being. I'm not giving up, and if I seen an opportunity to get my own way I will take it, but I'm not going to push the issue either. However, I will fight for him if the need arises, until such time as he specifically tells me not to, with a good reason for doing so.
We're starting to get into the busy time of year. Lots of birthdays and the Christmas. Break-up for CRE at the end of November. Christmas Party for work the last weekend in November. A few birthdays in November. Maddi's birthday in December plus a few others, then Sunday School break-up, 2 possible Christmas Eve Services, Carols By Candlelight on the TV Christmas Eve. No idea what we're doing for Christmas, or even where we're having Christmas as yet. I'm pretty sure its our turn to have Christmas with everyone on Christmas day, but who knows what the others have planned for their various family requirements. I have to say, only having to worry about me is somewhat less stressful, if a little lonely.
Need to start making Christmas Cards for my CRE kids. I have about 40 or so to make, so I really need to get started and work on some every day.
Completely unrelated - hopefully I'm getting a bed frame for my mattress today. Just waiting to hear back from a friend to see if she is home so Haydz and I can drop around and pick it up. Otherwise, I'll need to work out another time during the week in the evenings, which is a little tricky to ask Haydz for help as he is on call this week I think.
I'm really wanting fruit salad with whipped coconut cream now. xxoo