i've been awake for 19 hours now.

[angelalikewoah]

as i woke up today at 4:30 for my first register shift at starbucks--meaning that i was the one taking orders at the register. it was very hard and scary! i'm so bad at calling drinks. i think i did a good job, but i'm really not sure. if any of you know how to order your drink properly or if you have a fairly simple drink, please do so at the innes and lanthier starbucks :) i promise i will try not to mess things up too severely. i hope i get the into the swing of things soon! i hate being new at a job :( makes me feel like an r-tard//i'm not used to doing poorly in a job. ah well. everyone is really super nice and the company rocks, so i hope this turns out.

now that this is written down maybe i can stop dreaming/daydreaming/nightmaring about how much i suck, and the visualizations of the cash area/pastries will leave my noggen. 'cuz they're driving me insane! argfkfgdgfdmgdlfgoper-0grbv/

pray for me.

k thnx, bai.