to drunk
so i think i get entirely to drunk now. i woke up at like 9 had a couple shots and a couple bears and smoked a blunt and a bowl and damn. i was fucked. and now i get on here read all this shit and i dont remember writing on this comp on my LJ or in any other persons LJ so yeah SORRY FOLKS ABOUT MY SHITTY SIDE but anyways so its hard to quit no one gets it i guess. well nicole gets it. i totally didnt even know that i had an entry from a couple days ago on here. god i m fucked with everything hahah go figure. but life is going to be ok as long as people realize that i m changing a bit. no i m not that good person anymore. i m not going to just stop drinking and getting hella faded because someone asks me to do it i mean i know i should but its not my deal right now. things are going to be different now. how great. you all get to see me in a different way. a way that i never thought would happen but has and a way that either you can be ok with and drill into my head is bad or just let it be. but if people start walking like they have been lately i ll just know where i stand amongst everyone. anyways i m going to homecoming tonight. i went to the band concert last night SO GAY and KYLE finally called me then i went to nicoles and thats when things went blank. oh yeah and my fucking cousin is dropping out of school to have a KID what a fucker later all and SORRY AGAIN about whatever i have written i am only a bit tipsy right now but thats cause its all wearing off YAY