wow i haven't written in here forever. things have been alright lately, i guess. i'm just bored, waiting for kelcie to come get me. cote's home from the military today, gonna go party. which is much needed since i've been stressed &def needing to get out of this house. okay well, i think i'm going to start writing in here more.

k bye

 well, haven't had much time to write in here, i've been working my ass off lately, i need the money. i've been so stressed out about the money situation, i'm going crazy. moving out, finally! dave's parents are moving out of their house, and dave's grandfather (who built the house) left it in his will to dave. and we can actually afford it, 6 ( Read more... )

i fucking failed my road test. i did everything fine, only i didnt put my blinker on when he told me to pull over. i couldnt even understand his stupid ass spanish accent UGH
 

drew this

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 today i went to butera school of art, in boston for an interview. they accepted me right on the dot, based on my portfolio. i'm soo excited, like i can't wait until september. finally things are all falling into place.

oh & liscence test next week :)

everything has been going really good lately. i can honestly say i'm happy. me and dave haven't fought in sooo long! i've been seeing more of my friends, my car is finally on the road, and working! we're looking for an apartment soon, anndddddd i have my huge interview at butera art school in boston next wednesday, im so scared, i know people who ( Read more... )

 i'm sick of everyone getting mad at me for not calling them, to hang out or make any plans, but i'm sorry, i've been really busy working and everything. the phone works both ways, and do i get any calls? um no. so next time your going to try and make me feel bad, why don't you call me or even text me or anything, show me that you still fucking ( Read more... )

 things have been really good lately. me and dave haven't even argued in i don't even know how long, hopefully it stays that way. i've been seeing more of courtney, which i love! and her and dave get along so well, i love it. he usually never talks to any of my friends.

also, i think i'm going to apply to butera art school, since i've seen what it' ( Read more... )

Youre heart gives for nothing in return
And Im just taking, taking you in
Caught up in your smile,
Im happy as a child
But Im still drowning, drowning in your love

theres so much that i wish i could take back. so much that i feel bad about. i wasnt a good friend, but im sorry, i had to let myself be happy for once. and sometimes i do wonder what would ( Read more... )

 i really, really want to just move to california. i could just take all the money i have in my savings, get a little apartment, and find a new job. i know i could do it, i'm just really afraid of the things i'd be leaving behind. i want to start fresh, i want to be genuinly happy.