romeo save me
I didn't realize that he loved me so much he wanted to spend more time with his friends than me. I never knew that when he gets to spend almost every night of the week with his friend his friend still wants the fucking weekends with him. It really is fucking dumb. When the fuck did it become okay for his friend to play the selfish card and him end up thinking that he did want to spend more time with his friend than me. I'm sorry that he says he doesn't trust me and I feel the exact same way about him right now. I wish I could just sit him down and figure out why the hell he is being such an asshole to me. I don't know when I started not mattering to him, but I want it to change because I've had enough of being on the back burner. I understand why I would be with his family, because they're like my family too, but not to his friends. Why the hell would someone put their friend before their own fucking girlfriend? I never told him he couldn't go hang out with him, I just want him to tell me! And why does he think it's okay for him to go to a fucking bar but get pissed at me when I'm asked by my best friend to go to a fucking dinner. I've had about enough of his shit and that stuff he's doing to me. Emotionally I can't take much more of it. I can't take how he thinks its fair for him to get whatever he wants and do whatever he wants and me not be able to do anything at all.