May 12, 2009 10:39
Funny how you can go from loving something, to hating it in a blink of an eye. I used to love coming home and spending time with people that I love. I guess having your heart shattered changes your perspective on things.
People who I thought were my closest friends now no longer care to spend time with me. I guess that just proves that as you move through life people come and go. Though, normally the saying states that your true friends remain with you. Guess I'm still searching for someone to stay with me...
This summer vacation has not been good thus far. I had to deal with something that I never thought would happen in a million years last week and I'm scared to death of taking the LSAT in a few weeks. And the worst part about it is that I have no one to turn to here anymore. I used to have people in my life that I could trust and tell my deepest thoughts with, but I guess now I'm terrified to share my thoughts with anyone. I've always had a difficult time trusting anyone and now I don't think that I could ever trust anyone again.
Guess I'd better start looking forward to spending my life alone... or with my dogs. I don't see myself being able to trust anyone with my feelings again.