ARGH
ALL YOU DEVILS ON MY SHOULDER
CURSE THE LOT OF YOU
"Dude ya live once go have some fun"
and
"make it worth your while"
and
"Go for it. It's just money, you can get more later."
YOU ARE MAKING ME LIKE ACTUALLY FEEL LIKE IT'S OK TO SPEND MONEY
But like I'm a coupon clipper and I cash my cans and bottles in for money and I only buy food that's on sale and I never buy an article of clothing over $10 (unless I absolutely have to) and I have ramen at least 3 or 4 times a week and I'm really not well off at all but like oh God I'm like LOL THIS IS ALL COOL LIVE FREE BB and then I'm like OH FUCK WHAT AM I DOING and I'm like LOL SOMEBODY TAKE MY CREDIT CARD AWAY FROM ME OH GOD and then like oh god....
I HAVEN'T BOUGHT ANYTHING ELSE LIKE MORE PHOTO-OPS OR AUTOGRAPH SESSIONS OR ANYTHING AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT GENERAL ADMISSION ENTAILS OR WHAT ELSE I HAVE TO DO BUT YOU DEVILS ON MY SHOULDERS HAVE MADE ME WANT TO THROW CAUTION TO THE WIND AND SAY "FUCK RESPONSIBILITY" AND JUST WANT TO ENJOY MYSELF FOR A CHANGE
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME
YOU BITCHES