oh my fuck what did I just do...
So I'm like "lol ok so I'm going to buy the photo op for LA Con with Misha Collins because then I am COMMITTED to going and $70 isn't so much and lol wouldn't it be awesome if there was a photo op with Mark Sheppard too? But LOL NO I'm only going to buy one photo op because I'm flat broke and I can't really even afford the $70 for the one photo op and there probably isn't because I haven't seen many pictures floating around of photo ops with him anyway... $70 is like 1/4 of my budget anyway so lol whatever just get the one Misha photo op ok good."
And being the INCREDIBLY RESPONSIBLE PERSON THAT I AM I bought BOTH because this means I get to see Misha twice.
SO I HAVE NO SPENT 2/3 OF MY CON BUDGET.
AND I DON'T HAVE A TICKET YET.
BECAUSE THEY AREN'T ON SALE YET.
AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE TRANSPORTATION OR HOTEL WORKED OUT (though my roommate says she's going but I'm doing this with or without her and I'd still have to pay for gas which while cheaper than a bus or train is still going to eat up a good chunk of cash)
Oh man.
OH MAN.
I want to be excited about this, but considering how much financial trouble I'm in I'm probably going to be scolding myself too much to actually enjoy it. It's incredibly irresponsible of me.
So incredibly irresponsible.
Fuck.
Fucking fuck.