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Title: I like the way it hurt cuz I love you ( 4 / ? )
Author: angel_khul
Pairing: JongKey
Summary: Jonghyun a colloge student a bad guy always messing with the teachers and the princeble, but what happenes when he fell in love with a guy named Kim Kibum. will there love last for ever, what will happen in the prosess...
Jonghyun nodded. The words that came out of Yunho’s mouth shocked Jonghyun to no end. How could that happen? No. no, maybe he didn’t hear it right. Yes that’s it he didn’t hear it right. That’s not right, how could this happen? And how could he listen to this person no, no it’s not. As he tried to calm himself but couldn’t. While waking in the street it was dark and cold but he didn’t care much, letting his leg take him where ever he didn’t care. The only thing he cared about is the words that where repeating itself in his head. He stopped and closed his eyes, a tear escaping his eyes.
“I’m so sorry Kibum I’m so sorry. Please, please forgive me” he said repeatedly.
Opening his eyes and looking around. His eyes widen as he smiled sadly.
“Even if you’re not here. My body still follows your memories” he went in the park and sat in the swing closing his eyes and breathing hard. He heard a group of friends setting just a few feet’s away. What caught his attention is the song that they were listening to.
How can I put this I I I
I'm an independent woman, I...
I've been crying like a child
I just wanted you to know the person that I am
More than any other of your fans
I would love you for a thousand years
Yours truly
I ain't gonna play it cool
Let me tell you I've tried that
Already
Every day, and every night, your words
Ring through me
Who am I trying to fool, honey I've been living on my own
like Freddy
But I'm still a woman, baby tell me how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
It's just another Friday night
For you and your accessory
And there you are before my eyes
Two hours and for fifteen minutes you are here
I don't wanna scream lest I should tear
A whisper in the darkness disappears
Sincerely
We should get back on the road
Like Simon and Garfunkel
Let's get married
You were all the shelter that I need above me
Who am I trying to fool
Honey I've got your ringtone on my
Blackberry
And I won't give a damn if only I knew how
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
You got me crying like a child
Ain't no need for me to lie
A hundred JPEG files fillin' up my hard drive
You got me crying like a child
And the crowd is going wild
This one, this is the one
Come on and give it up
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
How could I ever love another?
How could you say you don't remember?
God knows I'd give anything
For just one more night together
Today I'll miss you more than ever
How could you say you don't remember?
This one's for the happiness I'll be wishing you forever
While listening to this song he remembered Kibum when they were sitting in the house.
Flash back
Jonghyun came out from the study room looking tired as hell. He looked around the house to find Kibum sitting in the living room listening to a song (The song that he was listens to up) and reading a book. He smiled seeing his lover so calm and peaceful but most importantly beautiful as an angel could be. Jonghyun went to him and landed his head on his lover’s lap. Looking at his beautiful eyes and seeing him smile down to him.
“Too tired to study?” asked the beautiful boy.
Jonghyun nodded and pouted “Nothing is going through my brain it just stopped working you know… I can’t get anything in”
Kibum laughed softly at his child-like boyfriend “How about I make something for you to keep you up and makes everything go in hum?”
Jonghyun was thinking and then smiled “No I just want to stay with you and I will be okay” he hugged his lover’s waist and snuggled to it burying his face in the other’s big shirt.
Kibum chuckled “You can’t do that, you have exam tomorrow and you promised me that you’re going to get a high mark remember?”
Jonghyun frowned “But I want to sit with you… You don’t love me do you? That’s why you don’t want me to be with you hmp” although he said that, he didn’t move from his spot.
Kibum shook his head and smiled “You’re being silly you know that? Of course I love you… my heart belongs only to you. Mine and only Jjongie”
Jonghyun smiled and got up kissing Kibum on the lips, it was a sweet and innocent kiss. Like when you have your first kiss. Jonghyun got up making some exercises to make him awake. Kibum laughed at the face Jonghyun was making while doing that. Jonghyun smiled seeing Kibum laughing. He really did love his laugh although Kibum will always hate it. Jonghyun kissed him one last time before going in the study room to complete his studies. After being frustrated for almost 40 minutes he groaned putting his head on the table sighing hard. He heard the door opining looking up to meet his friends.
“What are you guys doing here?” asked Jonghyun.
“We came to study with you. What else” Soohyun said sitting beside Jonghyun.
“Yeah Kibum-ah called us telling us that there is a dinosaur that can’t study well and needs some help” G.O said taking out his things.
“And besides there is a lot of things that we-“
“You” G.O cut in.
“ *sigh* “I” don’t know. Happy?” Joon spat. And G.O just nodded while smiling.
Jonghyun laughed at his friends and it seems like he was wide awake and ready to study.
“Wait where is the maknae?” asked Jonghyun.
“Here…” Mir came in smiling with a sandwich in his mouth “This is really good. I love Kibum’s cooking”
Jonghyun just shook his head. They started studying and little by little Jonghyun was able to understand everything. 3 hours had passed fast and the guys are tired and have no energy at all.
“Hey guys. I thought you could use some rest so I made snacks” Kibum said coming in the room.
They all looked at him and smiled wide “Oh thanks Kibum you have no idea how hungry I am” Mir said rushing out the door.
“HEY!! Don’t finish all the food” Joon rushed out with him.
“Thanks Kibum I really needed that” Soohyun said as he went out the door.
“You came in the right time Kibum-ah we were about to die” G.O said bowing and going to the kitchen.
Kibum turned to his boyfriend and smiled sweetly “You don’t want to eat my little Jjongie”
Jonghyun smiled at the way Kibum talked to him. He went to him and hugged him from the waist placing a soft kiss on his lover’s lips “of course I do. After finishing the exam and having a high score you will give me my treat right? you have to promise me that or else I won’t study anymore”
Kibum who understood what his perverted boyfriend said smiled shyly and nodded. Jonghyun smiled more and rushed out the room to eat and continue studying.
End of flash back
Jonghyun snapped from his thoughts when he felt his phone ring.
“Hel-“
“Where the hell are you? I’ve been searching for you every where… are you crazy? Why didn’t you answer your phone huh?”
He heard Soohyun sniffing ‘He was really that scared for me?’ Jonghyun was about to say something when he heard Soohyun talk.
“I…I heard about what happened. I’m really sorry Jonghyun”
That shocked Jonghyun. Jaejoong must have felt worried so he called Soohyun and told him everything.
“I…I don’t know what to do Soohyun. All cuz of me I hurt Kibum more and he just set there smiling and enjoying himself. I’m scared Soohyun I feel like killing myself for what I di-“
“No Jonghyun don’t be stupid. Remember you need to find him. You need to explain to him everything at least he deserve that much. And-and… Protect him from that guy. Don’t you think?”
Jonghyun chocked on his tears. He couldn’t die yet he has to find Kibum and protect him from that sick bastard. Soohyun asked where he was and he told him. After waiting for a bit, Soohyun came and hugged him hard and yelling at his friend telling him to not do that again. They reached the apartment to be greeted by the others. They as well scolded Jonghyun; he smiled those are true friends that you won’t find to easily in this corrupted world. They we’re sitting in the living room.
Jonghyun sighed “Guys I have something to tell you and I hope that you will help me with it”
Joon laughed a bit “You’re kidding me right?” Jonghyun looked at him puzzled “We helped you with bad things and won’t help you with good things?”
“Yeah hyung. We’re friends and will help each other no matter what” Mir said smiling sincerely.
“For the first time in my life I will agree with them Jonghyun they are right” G.O said looking at Jonghyun.
Jonghyun smile and said “Thanks guys. I really appreciate this. I’m happy to have friends like you guys” he turned to the new member they had “What about you?”
Thunder smiled “I’m with you hyung. I will be happy to help you”
Jonghyun sighed and then the thing that Yunho told him came back so fast that it give him head ache.
Flash back
“Good…” Yunho said putting his arms back on the table “Then listen and listen well cuz I won’t repeat it okay?”
Jonghyun nodded. With another sigh coming from the 2 men sitting in front him.
Yunho looked at Jonghyun with a serious look on his face “Jonghyun… The man you asked us to look for he… *sigh* his the one who killed Kim Kibum’s parent’s. But he was set free cuz of his money and power. And was reported many times by Kibum himself that he was stalking him and almost… Almost attempt sexual harassment. But every time they catch him for doing something and being judged for it. Kibum will always withdraw the law suit. I don’t know why he does that but he does. If you’re going to go after him you have to have a really good way to catch him Jonghyun or else you will just waste your time”
End of flash back