hedo ....
life has been pretty fuked up ... ive decided not to drink for a while ... i dont feel like enden up like my dad ... scary thought ... i just had the best day of my life ... woke up with tyler beside me then the perfect date ... i just think some times that were to different ... not that our realationship is bad just that theres things that wont work .... i dont know ... halloween bein all fuked this year .... kristal and i have agreed no matter what were goin clubbin ... i still have to go out and buy the rest of my costume ... tyler porbably wont be comin with me .... its not his scene any more but yet pretty much every sat he goes to oconnors ... WHAT EVER! dont want to think about that ... (is he hidin somethin is that why he never bring me?) pretty much i think its goin to be just me and kristal ... helens goin out with jay ... hopefully theyll come if not ... *cries* same with meggs ... shes got a date with nick ... not really a date ... but still i doubt hell wanna do clubbin ... its ok thou ... i wont be drinkin ... so the fun will be old fashioned stupidness ... im excited for that ... i might have one drink at home *doubtful* but thats it .. dependin on what my costume ends up lookin like... i REALLY want tyler to come ... think its okay to drug him and make him go *shifty eyes* well im quitin ct ... carol ann pretty much told me i wont be goin to the warehouse so you know what bitch .... im gone .. i talked to mike so he knows ... im goin to wait till next week ... when carol ann is back from her vacation ... nice welcome back ... hee hee ...well thats all from me .. see yeah lata ... malibo barbie ... prettytooth pick .. "can i touch you gunn" .... STRIP SEARCH! ... PLAYBOY BUNNY ....*kisses*