Relationships
You know I have been thinking a lot lately about one thing, well obviously relationships (given the subject). Through an act of just wanting to get some ass I realized that I was ready to have one. I didn't really want one with the person that I was "courting," but the idea of having one seemed really nice. So now I am in this place where when I see a couple I think, "wow that must be great, I'd like that." And honestly I don't want to feel like that, but I do. It's crazy shit I know, but I'd like one.