Feb 09, 2006 07:50
I'm having a lost sort of morning. It is one of those mornings where everything just feels wrong. I hate mornings like this, because for the most part, the rest of the time, I am so sure of my life at the moment, but every once in a while, there is a morning that throws me off...a morning that tells me I am wrong. This morning has been exactly that.
It's also one of those moments where I am hardcore missing previous people in my life. Where did all my friends go? I want to just scoop them up, one by one, place by place, and put them all in my pocket and take them with me wherever I go. Its become really hard not to feel like a lone soldier here. Maybe I'm not strong enough to do this. Who knows.
Ultimately, this morning will end, and these feelings will pass. So, if this entry has raised any concern, just ignore it. I should be fine by this afternoon.