May 14, 2006 12:47
To clear up apparent confusion with the last update, no..i'm not engaged. I won't be engaged any time soon, no worries. But i am still very, very much in love with the most amazing and impossible guy in the world.
'Cause any guy that could hold his temper and still kiss my cheek after i screamed at the top of my lungs and told him to go to hell about 50 times because he wanted to eat again...
and managed to spend an entire paycheck on my birthday and a month's worth of savings on clothes in 2 hours, after 20 or so "serious conversations" about how we're not going to be able to afford an apartment...
truely falls into both the amazing and the impossible category.
i spent the night at my mom's to be here for Mother's Day..and hardly slept at all, it feels too weird to be the only one in the bed. I even missed the cover stealing and the mild snoring and the sleept-talking about Arnold Schwarzenegger . I'm hopeless.
he and his mom and his stepdad are coming here for drinks and whatever at 4. It'll be interesting to see how my mom and his mom get along. I hope very passionately for a smooth, uneventful, boring experience.
my grandmother decided that "she's not sure she wants me to have my scholarship anymore" and that "i have to provide proof that i'm really going to go to college." Hmmmmm, not. MY scholarship, and what the hell else am i going to do with a tuition scholarship besides pay for tuition with it? I wish i could pick out my own family members...i'd sooo replace my aunt with Johnny Depp.