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[ange142787]

Why is it that my fucked up relationships can't just END?! Scott, David, Josh...Billy? They painfully drag on for days, and bloop they go. Out the window. A little wham-bam, with undeniable closure would be nice once in awhile. Ok, so Scott was my fault. And i'm sure as hell paying for it! A break...which was really a breakup..that lasted a month.

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[iwaveatoldppl]

you techincally don't HAVE to put those things away, you could frame the pictures or keep the bear out of the box, but just keep it in your room.. maybe then you would have closure.. and if he has been avoidin you because "he knew what you are going to say" wouldn't that mean he doesn't want to break up because he doesn't want to hear you say you want to break up, and if he doesn't hear you say it you're still together, and so if he's avoiding you so he doesn't hear it, that would mean he doesn't want to break up?

[ange142787]

i talked to him last night.

it was the most pointless and childish conversation i've ever had. We got absolutely nowhere, and after an hour of yelling and crying and sighing and hanging up on each other..we left off exactly where we were.

talking to him is like talking to a brick wall. Or a 3 year old who doesn't want to "face the music" or something.

And it doesn't strike me as a good or HEALTHY idea to keep around momentos of a messy relationship. I love that bear, but sleeping with it every night wouldn't exactly count for closure of any kind. And it doesn't look very good to anyone following..i have framed pictures of my ex boyfriend around my room, and i sleep with the bear he gave me for Christmas..

"out of sight, out of mind" counts best in this situation. Best to put things away and keep 'em for looking back at when you're good and over it.

AND I HONESTLY THINK YOU'D LIKE WILL. For the record. Boxer briefs or not :)

[iwaveatoldppl]

maybe.. i dunno he just looks arrogent to me

boxer briefs are GROSS!

[ange142787]

p.s. like..a bazillion years later: he doesn't wear boxer briefs 99% of the time. He wears those Hanes boxers. In your eye!