Woooooooow, I haven't updated this thing in a LONG long time. Not much is going on really. I feel like I'm at a "Crossroads of Life." Honestly, I have the hardest time getting up and going to classes, and I just don't seem to have much ambition anymore. My grades are really suffering- exams are killing me! No matter how much I study, it doesn' ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do about my dad. I love him, but I can't keep coming home and feeling depressed for being here. I need to do something for me and make myself feel better. I don't know what will happen at my dad's court date tomorrow, but I'm going to wait until that happens to make any solid decisions. I can tell you one thing for sure- I ( Read more... )

So, pretty sure that yesterday, I spent the entire day watching the Laguna Beach marathon on MTV and trying to write a paper I got an extension on that's due Monday.  I finally finished the paper at 11:00, so hey at least I accomplished something.  The day before, I wrapped all my
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Well, things haven't exactly been easy for me, for obvious reasons. I am trying to keep my mind off of things with my mom, because sitting around the house and being depressed about it won't help me at all. I know she's always going to be with me, and I know that now, she's okay and not in pain anymore. It'd be nice to have her here, but I've ( Read more... )

Well, my mom died yesterday afternoon. I went to work like normal, and I thank God that I gave her a kiss good bye and told her I loved her, because that was the last time I could ever do it while she was living. I was projecting for my second training shift when Danny asked me to have Jason project for me and me to come downstairs. I could tell ( Read more... )

I think I knew this was coming ever since August 31st. I knew that sometime, this miracle we were waiting for wasn't going to happen, that at some point, things with my mom would have to start getting noticeably worse, and that I'd be given some sort of sign as to what was going to happen ( Read more... )

I GOT PROMOTED. Ha, okay, so I've been really upset recently and feeling as though I was never going to move up...and then on Thanksgiving after work, my manager told me they are making me a projectionist. I get to run the movies! I'm so excited, you have no idea. I start getting trained on December 9th and 10th, and I'm really looking forward ( Read more... )

I used to think that everything happened for a reason. I used to tell myself that no matter what the case was, there was always a reason behind it, always some purpose along the path of life ( Read more... )

Well, the weekend was fine. I don't particularly remember what I did Friday during the day- maybe I layed around and moped? I was upset. They promoted two people to projectionists and I wasn't one of them. I've since talked to my manager about it and she says it was because of availibility and the fact she didn't know I was interested. She ( Read more... )

yes, i stold this from matthias...i was curious. and maybe i should just NOT write in here anymore- it's not very popular...
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