Oct 21, 2007 12:59
What an auful neggative post...
Weirdest phone call ever the other night. So its 3 am, and I am asleep in lukes room, everyone is asleep, and the phone rings, and its a green bay number, that I do not recognize, and I know that no one in madison from green bay has that number, and I cannot think of who would be calling me from green bay at 3 am.... no message. So i send a text saying who the fuck is this, they call back, 3 MORE TIMES, but no message... i send another message who the fuck is this and why are you calling me and not leaving an effin message. (I get very angry when I am woken up for stupid shit) then it beeps, new voicemail.
ITS EFFIN RYAN O'LEARY.
maybe 4 months ago he led me on, and made me pretty much fall in love with him, hung out with me every day, and then one night, i called and instead of him answering, a girl a very angry girl called back and told me she was his girlfriend and she knew what a slut id been (ummmm what?) and never to call again, and such.
Tanya and I egged his house that night, and I have not heard from him since.
APARANTLY, he left for a job in idaho for awhile and has been gone the whole time, and just found out a week ago what happened, and felt auful.
Who knows if thats BS or not.
Still, it was nice to get a call.
Hmmm how random. The other day I had a day where for the first time since ive been in madison, and probably even a while before that, I felt truly happy. I was happy being here, happy about life, happy about my relationships with luke, and friends.... i felt absolutely euphoric.
It lasted until today. when for some reason ive just become absolutely blah poop crap shit.
I am in love with the movie Elizibethtown. I dont care who says its poop, i thought it looked like poop, but instead, I fell in love.
bitches.
I have wanted to go on a walk for days, luke said no because he had exams to study for, but I have yet to receive my raincheck. We walked to the capitol yesterday, but that was only to bring paychecks to the bank, that was buisness walk, I want real walk, talk, hold my hand and enjoy the cold night air walk.
Hopeless gina, you're stupid and he isnt going to be the way he used to be, he just isnt that person anymore.
Wishful thinking...
Yesterday was a happy afternoon, I went on buisness walk, but got a REAL goodbye, then went and met kelly my lover for ice cream, and in the middle of ice cream, who do i see walking down the street? JAKE, Jake MacDonald (maybe i spelled that wrong) walking down state, and of all my brothers friends, he was my favorite, why you ask? He always praised my cookies, and would talk to me when he came over, not just be like OH, thats just erics sister, and if he'd call and eric wasnt home, again, he'd talk to me even though he had no reason to.
So he gave me a big hug and talked to me, and I promised to send cookies to him at ND. BUT THATS NOT ALL.... In the middle of this event, this crazy maybe homeless maybe just crazy man, came up and started talking to us, and he has his own language i swear, but anyways. Jakes roomate was designated the bus driver, Jake became the law, I became Sandy the badass, for wearing flip flops, Kelly was Cindy who just said nothing and giggled a lot, and the guy would just point to Andy and be like and he, he just say nothin!
You really had to be there, but anywho...
I heart the crazies in madison.
I took kelly to get her tragus pierced, its ADORABLE, and anywho, the guy there, was the NICEST guy I think I have ever met. More piercings than ive seen on a face ever, had them under his skin, not like a surface piercing, but like barbells completely under his skin that had to go in by cutting tissue and sewing the barbell into his tissue....craziness. But he was just the sweetest guy, and it was so funny because kelly nearly passed out so this guy is giving her water, and sweet tarts, and telling us his life story and how he has a son, and his sons middle name is pierce, (after him... awww) and how he saved his life, and just craziness, til like 30 minutes after they closed.
Random.... but fun.
I love 3 am omlets.
At 12:30 am we decided hmmm lets go walk to regent (not that close) and go to the OP, and get supplies to make breakfast, we returned at 1:30 am, with date cigs, diet soda, bacon, eggs, and cheese, and proceeded to make 2 am omlets and bacon..... mmmmmmmmmm.
And in turn, i got no sleep, and didnt do any studying, but Emmy said "Gina you wont remember doing poor on an exam, or not getting sleep, you'll remember making omlets and having a crazy night with a friend"
how true.
I wish my computer was here!!!!!!!!!!
I am going to go eat at titletown... how sad is that, but I miss the food.... i mean i miss the people too, but everytime i go out to eat here, im like mmm this is good.... i like it at titletown better...sad gina.... sad.
I am a workaholic. I get my days where i whine about needing to leave when i feel ill. But I am content working 7 days a week, all the time.....
I want to be drunk tonight.... really good and drunk..... i hope i can make that happen.
If you want to laugh a lot, go to www.stuffonmycat.com
I laugh every day.
What to do, what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Soon I must go shower and be ready so if I do leave, I am able to... pooppoopoop