it doesn't matter what i want. i don't get it.

it doesn't matter what i put in. i don't get much out.

it doesn't matter what means a lot to me. it doesn't mean anything to anyone else.

it doesn't matter how much i say this. no one listens

this is life.

you're born.

then you are raised by your parents.

then you work hard to get shit that you want.

and then it doesn't mean shit to anyone and it's devalued.

and then you die.

and more often than not, it's horrible.

life is fucking sucking right now

i'm so fucking disappointed.

for the first time ever when I had my weigh in last week with my Dr

I didn't cry.

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woah awkward convo with the father today..

we were looking at batteries.

i said i needed 4 x AA batteries.

he asked what i needed them for...

i said...

"uhhh.. a clock"

seriously, what the fuck kind of clock takes batteries like that???

LOL

i've wondered for a while now what it would be like to be happy again.

i'm pretty close to finding out.

happiness is a warm pun and I love the taste of steel tonight

On 22 July 2008 my mother picked on me relentlessly about my appearance in a dress I had just bought ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why but I decided the other day that it was a good idea to cancel all my upcoming specialist appointments except for the one with the new psych.