oh god...wtf did i do?
hey ya'll. so yah. life is continuing slowly....i had a fun weekend at the mugge's though and i am sooo grateful for them. mrs. mugge and i talked the whole way back about boys. i asked her to tell me the story about how she met mr. mugge. it is such a sweet story. talking about marriage made the whole concept seems soooo much closer then i remember it. its weird. to think my own friends are going to get married soon. wow. its strange to think of...
well i have also been feeling pretty down b/c the guy(ryan)that liked me, well, we are not together. we talked it out and i was rushing and so was he. i took a step back and really reflected on WHY i was trying to get into a relationship. prety much it was all the wrong reasons. i wasnt even that attracted to him. yah we have alot in common but i would be his first gf and i just felt weird. and our conversations are not easy and laid back. i need to stop worrying about guys..i should rejoice in my singleness and wait for God to reveal when that right man comes into my life. the bad part about a small campus is that if u date someone and break up, you will most likely see them all the time just around and stuff. i dunno. i think i like someone else but i cant put anything on it. i need to keep my mind off of the men and into freakin music theory. its seriously kicking my butt.
but yah. i miss warm GA. its freakin rains like every day. i feel like im in england....minus hot boys with hot accents. AH boys again. my b.
ok. i need to practice the piano. im out ladies and gents. thanks for your attention.
well i have also been feeling pretty down b/c the guy(ryan)that liked me, well, we are not together. we talked it out and i was rushing and so was he. i took a step back and really reflected on WHY i was trying to get into a relationship. prety much it was all the wrong reasons. i wasnt even that attracted to him. yah we have alot in common but i would be his first gf and i just felt weird. and our conversations are not easy and laid back. i need to stop worrying about guys..i should rejoice in my singleness and wait for God to reveal when that right man comes into my life. the bad part about a small campus is that if u date someone and break up, you will most likely see them all the time just around and stuff. i dunno. i think i like someone else but i cant put anything on it. i need to keep my mind off of the men and into freakin music theory. its seriously kicking my butt.
but yah. i miss warm GA. its freakin rains like every day. i feel like im in england....minus hot boys with hot accents. AH boys again. my b.
ok. i need to practice the piano. im out ladies and gents. thanks for your attention.