ok, ive already talked to you guys, and everything is cool, but this comment sort of pisses me off. don't 'calm the fuck down' me. don't tell me 'it's all in my head.' and i never said anything about you guys wanting me out. so its you that needs to chill out. no, im not quitting, i dont want to quit, because i think this is the best thing ive ever done, but dont act like im stupid, and that im overreacting. if it was either of you, you'd be just as pissed. i dont care what you say.
im not mad about this anymore. not at you, and not at aaron. i just wish i understood why me. the fuck did i do wrong? i am still a little pissed about last weekend. and thats one thing that made me feel better about aaron.. when he called me and told me all that shit, the first thing he said was that he was so sorry for leaving me in the car all night. and then when he called me this morning to apologize, he said it again. which was a shock, because you guys seem like it doesn't even phase you. josh had the time of his life, and im not mad about that, im mad about the fact that the club we went to before, when i told him i thought they were gonna go in without me and woody, he was like "nah, man, i wouldn't leave my niggas hangin." yeah. anyway, its over, and its not a big deal, but i had to get it out some way. but it's nothing. trust me, i have plenty of things fucking up for me right now, and that's not a big one.
so you can 'what the hell is your problem' all you want, but ive got more at one time than ive ever had. nothing seems to be good anymore. and this just didn't help matters at all. as ive said though, im not mad, i still want to play, i was just having a shit night. but im not taking back a word of what i said in this entry. everything i said is everything i hate about it. i don't feel like an important part. i feel least important, and i think sooner than later, im gonna either get kicked out or quit from being threatened to be kicked out by a drunk aaron. and im not dealing with anymore of that. but yeah, im not pissed. and im sure you guys will be after you read this. but thats fine. its truth, its what i feel, and you don't have to like it.
no, im not quitting, i dont want to quit, because i think this is the best thing ive ever done, but dont act like im stupid, and that im overreacting. if it was either of you, you'd be just as pissed. i dont care what you say.
im not mad about this anymore. not at you, and not at aaron. i just wish i understood why me. the fuck did i do wrong?
i am still a little pissed about last weekend. and thats one thing that made me feel better about aaron.. when he called me and told me all that shit, the first thing he said was that he was so sorry for leaving me in the car all night. and then when he called me this morning to apologize, he said it again. which was a shock, because you guys seem like it doesn't even phase you. josh had the time of his life, and im not mad about that, im mad about the fact that the club we went to before, when i told him i thought they were gonna go in without me and woody, he was like "nah, man, i wouldn't leave my niggas hangin."
yeah.
anyway, its over, and its not a big deal, but i had to get it out some way.
but it's nothing. trust me, i have plenty of things fucking up for me right now, and that's not a big one.
so you can 'what the hell is your problem' all you want, but ive got more at one time than ive ever had. nothing seems to be good anymore. and this just didn't help matters at all. as ive said though, im not mad, i still want to play, i was just having a shit night.
but im not taking back a word of what i said in this entry. everything i said is everything i hate about it. i don't feel like an important part. i feel least important, and i think sooner than later, im gonna either get kicked out or quit from being threatened to be kicked out by a drunk aaron. and im not dealing with anymore of that.
but yeah, im not pissed. and im sure you guys will be after you read this. but thats fine. its truth, its what i feel, and you don't have to like it.
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