Yeah, I know I'm spamming you guys this morning, but I really have a lot of thoughts going, and I prefer teh shorter posts, if you don't mind...;P

So, off of this me starting to grow up (or into my self, I should say) lately, I can't help but think how, even one year ago, who I was and what I thought about that were quite a bit different; how much I ( Read more... )

 Okay, here's the problem with starting on a rambly dealio--once you start really getting into a reflective place, you're already past the point of "oh, this is getting long, I should wrap it up soon...", sadly. Or perhaps not, depending on who you ask...

So, as per the money issues--I've just been really feeling, for the first time in my life, like ( Read more... )

So, I'm updating my profile page a bit--I mean, my interests are becoming a bit dated, non?

Anywho, I also recently realized that we are quickly approaching 500 posts--and the two year mark of this blog. But more importantly: my three year LJ anniversary. *wipes away tear*

But the main reason for this post: ranting about money woes.

Well, not ( Read more... )

I'm at a crossroads in my life, truly, for the first time since my suicide attempt, some four or five years hence...

And, strangely, this time, rather than feeling scared and desperate, I feel utterly calm.

Of course, it helps that this time it is not abuse that is precipitating it. And that it's not really a crisis. Just a transition.

That's better, ( Read more... )