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so bored 3 in the morning i am a loser and didnt go out tonight too much on the mind so many problems life so fucked up where is the end what can i trust
nothing
lost my last two jobs, which i whole-heartedly tried to keep. you'd think i could succeed at something so menial. i must be a fucking dolt. guess i'll try something new. work construction or something. i can't really get another job very easily with my last two black marks.
fuck don camillo. i hope that whole family dies in a car wreck. i gave those motherfuckers my time, my best effort; i commutted an hour to work doubles on weekends, i picked up shifts that no one wanted to work, i stayed late and worked for free, i ate everything on the fucking menu so i could talk about the food to people, i put flyers on people's doors, and i made nothing, i made jack shit at that fucking hole.
i made the mistake of believing in that restaurant.
and this is what i get.
revenge is bitter.
my whole life is shit right now.
everything i try fails.
im getting to old for this shit.
and i just don't know what to do anymore. everything i erect collapses around me. i'll quit trying to build, i guess.
and do what?
life is too short for me to be living it like this.
nothing
lost my last two jobs, which i whole-heartedly tried to keep. you'd think i could succeed at something so menial. i must be a fucking dolt. guess i'll try something new. work construction or something. i can't really get another job very easily with my last two black marks.
fuck don camillo. i hope that whole family dies in a car wreck. i gave those motherfuckers my time, my best effort; i commutted an hour to work doubles on weekends, i picked up shifts that no one wanted to work, i stayed late and worked for free, i ate everything on the fucking menu so i could talk about the food to people, i put flyers on people's doors, and i made nothing, i made jack shit at that fucking hole.
i made the mistake of believing in that restaurant.
and this is what i get.
revenge is bitter.
my whole life is shit right now.
everything i try fails.
im getting to old for this shit.
and i just don't know what to do anymore. everything i erect collapses around me. i'll quit trying to build, i guess.
and do what?
life is too short for me to be living it like this.