entry 1
got wasted last night. hmmm, i think alot of my entries are going to begin that way. danced. it was good. god bless glenfiddich, the most high and glorious of the scotch whiskeys. so hungover. andy feel very stupid.
it is hard but rewarding living at home again. i repeatedly encounter things that stir emotions i havent had in awhile. its difficult to keep it real with the family with your past creeping around the house like a lame dog. i keep tripping over it.
oh, got fired from don camillo. i was about to quit anyway, but still, goddamit, thats two jobs ive been fired from in a row. planning on doing mexican construction clean up for some quick cash monday.
i miss kate. everytime i see her i just want to get back together but feel obligated to hate her out of self-respect. god i hate hating her. grrrrrrr. this is so confusing. it is hard not having her in my life anymore.
fall madly in love with the moment but forget it when its gone.
so i have genital warts and its really turned out to be a good thing. i havent thought about sleeping with anyone because i cant. its somehow freed me from thinking with my dick. i'm happy, though it is hard when i'm in bed with a girl ....
oh yeah and i kissed a girl that tasted like vomit last night. that was a first, surprisingly enough. you'd think, as much alcohol and making out as i encounter, i would have tasted someone else's puke before. nope. but hell, it was her birthday. i couldnt really stop kissing her. but afterwards i spit in the trash can.
it is hard but rewarding living at home again. i repeatedly encounter things that stir emotions i havent had in awhile. its difficult to keep it real with the family with your past creeping around the house like a lame dog. i keep tripping over it.
oh, got fired from don camillo. i was about to quit anyway, but still, goddamit, thats two jobs ive been fired from in a row. planning on doing mexican construction clean up for some quick cash monday.
i miss kate. everytime i see her i just want to get back together but feel obligated to hate her out of self-respect. god i hate hating her. grrrrrrr. this is so confusing. it is hard not having her in my life anymore.
fall madly in love with the moment but forget it when its gone.
so i have genital warts and its really turned out to be a good thing. i havent thought about sleeping with anyone because i cant. its somehow freed me from thinking with my dick. i'm happy, though it is hard when i'm in bed with a girl ....
oh yeah and i kissed a girl that tasted like vomit last night. that was a first, surprisingly enough. you'd think, as much alcohol and making out as i encounter, i would have tasted someone else's puke before. nope. but hell, it was her birthday. i couldnt really stop kissing her. but afterwards i spit in the trash can.