damn

[andyandy123]

a nap overcame me as i was reading pat barker's "another world" - for modern british novel class - which is ok but god damn how disgusting and miserable are all those people and their disgusting miserable meaningless lives - where the hell is any beauty

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[andyandy123]

yeah i don't think i've realized anything through denial... denial is all about claiming to know things already

[andyandy123]

and looking away when it's obvious you don't... perhaps burying your nose in a movie, book, album, or even just a phrase...

[andyandy123]

and through the tools, do we become other than other? i feel like this has to do with my reluctance/fear to post pictures of myself...

[andyandy123]

mm yes, it's always an obstacle course, there's no avoiding/escaping

[andyandy123]

mm hm... dare i bring up the chess metaphor ;)

[andyandy123]

and where does the vicar's tutu figure into this?

[andyandy123]

oh let's not even get into my priest/altar boy fantasies because i DONT HAVE THEM

[andyandy123]

exactly... how has god defiled me? repeat the action, please...