your wieghing me down
so basically annoyed with life PEOPLE and thoughts/feelings in general i just feel hate. i feel sick and i want to be mean and i don't feel bad about it and i'm trying not to care i want to express how much i hate you. i want you to feel what i feel and think what i think and hear what i'm hearing, i want you to realize why i feel this way about you without having to explain it. i can't stand the thought of you yet it never goes away and everyday you haunt me. i just wish i could say "i fucking hate you" and then delete you out of my life. people are assholes, they try to be funny but they are just complete dicks and people laugh, others encourage shittyness all the goddamn time. i'm just pissed off, i'm CONSTANTLY pissed off i'm agitated and melissa the whole being honest thng and just being truthful i thought about that a lot, and i know i sound like i'm always blunt and honest with people but not when it matters so i decided that's my new goal and i'm probably going to sound like a bitch about it but i just don't care anymore.
although this reads as if it's directed to one particular person it is really about quite a few people who are exactly the same in so many ways.
although this reads as if it's directed to one particular person it is really about quite a few people who are exactly the same in so many ways.