Jun 05, 2005 10:19
I need to be at Graduation in less than two hours but I wanted to update.
I think it goes without saying that my priorities are clearly in order.
Who cares if I don't shower?
Picture this scene:
Last night at about 12 or 1 p.m., I'm standing in my kitchen next the microwave. In the microwave I'm heating up a cup of distilled water and kosher salt, and as I'm standing there I'm holding a ziplock bag full of ice up to my bottom lip. And Ashley looks at me, laughing, and says "Oh Andrea, look at yourself."
And that's just what I'm doing.
I'm over the fact that the only guys interested in me anymore are illegal immigrants and I'm also over all of the dumb things that have gone on the past few weeks. I know who my friends are, and I'm content with things.
I know that I really can stand up for what I want to it and that I'm not going to compromise myself. The more that it's tested, the more confident I am in my ability to stick to my beliefs in those tougher situations.
And so what if a bunch of asshole guys things I'm a "goody-goody," because I sort of am and I don't really care about what they think anwyay.
So regardless of the ice on my lip or the warm distilled water I like to keep around, I'm okay and things are really good.
I need to go shower because I smell like cigarettes and pot and alcohol and sweat and everything else that's part of concert aroma. Mmmm, I smell really good.