"I know I've got angels watching me from the other side... Hope's still alive."
I feel like it's been a long weekend...
Friday I saw Chris's play. He is amazing. Like really, really incredible. I've known him since I can remember, but he never ceases to surprise and amaze me. I have so much respect for him, as friend and as an actor. He truly is a living example of the phrase "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
I don't really want to write about last night. The whole thing made me uncomfortable, and I feel bad that Annie and Ryan had to be in that situation, and that I didn't take them out of it sooner. Because I should've paid more attention to the fact that both of them told me they didn't want to be there. I was wrong to do that to them to keep a promise someone obviously didn't really want me to keep. It's just frustrating.
This morning I went to church and we had a whole thing about Tommy Michaud, and it was sad. It's just weird how fast things like that happen. It reminded me of John. The other day on the radio was some person talking and my mom was all excited because she thought he sounded like Uncle Al. "Doesn't he sound exactly like him?" she kept asking me, and I just kept saying yes. But all the time I was sitting there trying to think of what his voice sounded like. And then I tried to remember what John's voice sounded like. And I can't remember. Maybe I'm just trying too hard, I don't know. It's just really sad.
I also think I hurt someones feelings this weekend. It sucks when someone can't be just friends with you, and I wish he and I could be friends because he's a lot of fun. Ughh.
I probably shouldn't have written any of that. I'll probably regret it. But whatever.
Oh geez. Sometimes life is like the OC.
Haha, not really. I wish. :-)
Friday I saw Chris's play. He is amazing. Like really, really incredible. I've known him since I can remember, but he never ceases to surprise and amaze me. I have so much respect for him, as friend and as an actor. He truly is a living example of the phrase "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
I don't really want to write about last night. The whole thing made me uncomfortable, and I feel bad that Annie and Ryan had to be in that situation, and that I didn't take them out of it sooner. Because I should've paid more attention to the fact that both of them told me they didn't want to be there. I was wrong to do that to them to keep a promise someone obviously didn't really want me to keep. It's just frustrating.
This morning I went to church and we had a whole thing about Tommy Michaud, and it was sad. It's just weird how fast things like that happen. It reminded me of John. The other day on the radio was some person talking and my mom was all excited because she thought he sounded like Uncle Al. "Doesn't he sound exactly like him?" she kept asking me, and I just kept saying yes. But all the time I was sitting there trying to think of what his voice sounded like. And then I tried to remember what John's voice sounded like. And I can't remember. Maybe I'm just trying too hard, I don't know. It's just really sad.
I also think I hurt someones feelings this weekend. It sucks when someone can't be just friends with you, and I wish he and I could be friends because he's a lot of fun. Ughh.
I probably shouldn't have written any of that. I'll probably regret it. But whatever.
Oh geez. Sometimes life is like the OC.
Haha, not really. I wish. :-)