Coulda Shoulda Woulda
I could be in NY right now, breathing that sweet electrifying city air. But I'm not I was too worried about spending all that time with my coworkers and the possibility of having a random roommate and spending money that I didn't go.
I could be in Chicago at Pride right now. Or at least on my way there shortly. It's always so much fun, so alive with so much energy. And I wanted to make up for last year which was awkward because we dragged (no pun intended) Patrick and Michael with us.
Instead I've sat here in this chair probably for a total of about 20 some odd hours over the last 2 or 3 days. Attempted to watch a Bollywood movie with Hadiza's friends and never felt so out of place, and they seemed to agree with that analysis. And walked past a high school dance they had on campus for lack of other things to do.
I love my job, I wish there was more of it and that I were more daring in my adventures, or had someone consistent to adventure with. This whole sitting in a room staring at the walls thing is, let's face it, pathetic. But I don't really know what else to do because I don't know anyone. And my coworkers a good majority of the time unless they've been bored for a long time too are hesitant to adventure. I really hope that Boston happens this weekend, I need a pick me up. But I have a feeling that it won't because nothing is planned and everything is going to be well on its way to booked and we would have no idea what we were doing. I guess I'll just cross my fingers and see. Here comes the negative nancy in me that I was trying to avoid.
I could be in Chicago at Pride right now. Or at least on my way there shortly. It's always so much fun, so alive with so much energy. And I wanted to make up for last year which was awkward because we dragged (no pun intended) Patrick and Michael with us.
Instead I've sat here in this chair probably for a total of about 20 some odd hours over the last 2 or 3 days. Attempted to watch a Bollywood movie with Hadiza's friends and never felt so out of place, and they seemed to agree with that analysis. And walked past a high school dance they had on campus for lack of other things to do.
I love my job, I wish there was more of it and that I were more daring in my adventures, or had someone consistent to adventure with. This whole sitting in a room staring at the walls thing is, let's face it, pathetic. But I don't really know what else to do because I don't know anyone. And my coworkers a good majority of the time unless they've been bored for a long time too are hesitant to adventure. I really hope that Boston happens this weekend, I need a pick me up. But I have a feeling that it won't because nothing is planned and everything is going to be well on its way to booked and we would have no idea what we were doing. I guess I'll just cross my fingers and see. Here comes the negative nancy in me that I was trying to avoid.