Here we go again
I really don't like eating alone, especially in a full cafeteria. It's really lonely and in my humble opinion embarassing, less so for me I suppose because I'm staff here and not a student but embarassing nonetheless. But the homesick (or friendsick) crap is starting up again. I really really miss hugs and cuddles and stuff that I've been months without and now 3.5 weeks and counting without a hug. I'm starting to feel alienated by and slightly annoyed by my situation here. Not only by people from home but also by people here. But I don't know what to do about it other than to just let it blow over. I need to stop eating ice cream but it really does make me feel better, even if it is only for a few minutes.
Hrumph.
And what makes matters worse is the fact that I've just found out in the last couple days that I won't have any visitors this summer. Not even my parents. No one can afford to make the 900 mile trek this summer. I guess I'm lucky I could afford to make it. But it's hard because it seems that there's no end in sight for the homesickness.
Oh well.
Hrumph.
And what makes matters worse is the fact that I've just found out in the last couple days that I won't have any visitors this summer. Not even my parents. No one can afford to make the 900 mile trek this summer. I guess I'm lucky I could afford to make it. But it's hard because it seems that there's no end in sight for the homesickness.
Oh well.