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yep, taking a hiatus from LJ world. will probably check in every now and again, but mostly will be posting elsewhere. let's face it, i'm really the only one that any of this blogging does anything for, and the info therein is only relevant and of mild interest to one or two of my friends, and i don't like posting anymore, knowing that i'm shelling out something emotional and influential in my life, and yet feeling like it's being misconstrued and used against me.
yes, this has always been an issue for me. as you may or may not know, my parents read my journals when i was in jr. high. i harbor a lot of resentment turned sadness towards them. the same now goes toward my current situation. so rather than feeling pissy everytime i want to write in my god damn blog, i'm just going to bow out for a bit and dump my shit elsewhere. i wouldn't want to bother you with it anyway.
"hi do you remember me?"
"no i'm sorry."
"you wouldn't wait on me yesterday. you work on commission right?"
"yes that's right."
"BIG MISTAKE. HUGE. BIG MISTAKE."
the sad part is, you couldn't have been more wrong.
yes, this has always been an issue for me. as you may or may not know, my parents read my journals when i was in jr. high. i harbor a lot of resentment turned sadness towards them. the same now goes toward my current situation. so rather than feeling pissy everytime i want to write in my god damn blog, i'm just going to bow out for a bit and dump my shit elsewhere. i wouldn't want to bother you with it anyway.
"hi do you remember me?"
"no i'm sorry."
"you wouldn't wait on me yesterday. you work on commission right?"
"yes that's right."
"BIG MISTAKE. HUGE. BIG MISTAKE."
the sad part is, you couldn't have been more wrong.