I hate today

May 13, 2011 15:35

Today my mother called while I was at work . Normally she leaves a message saying it's not an emergency she just wanted to talk . This time there wasn't a message . So i waited till i was on lunch break and I called her back .

Two weeks ago during my moms mammogram they found a tiny lump immediately behind her nipple . older women sometimes get calcifications around that area and due to it's size and location they decided to just remove it . She assured me that the chances of it being anything were rather low .

The results came back today and it was cancer . My mom has to go in for further testing . I have no idea what happens next . I can't go be with her and that the part that really hurts and frightens me . I keep telling myself that it was caught early ,that it was tiny but I all honesty I have no idea what this means .

Does this mean I could have to move back to Louisiana and take care of both my mother and step father ? I can't do that, but if I have to I will .
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