Breaking up is hard to do
Finding that my stomach gets torn up so frequently these days; being around people is enough to make me sick for half the day. How hard I used to rag Jake about this; at least I can acknowledge it is anxiety and not simply a weak stomach. going over--three beers and no buzz; C wanting to talk; about what? about what? I told her I had just come over for a good time, but to talk for hours. Knowing that it is best to allow discussion, I call today to rehash the situation and her response is "it's not something I want to talk about on the phone, it has to be in person." and all I can think is--you just want to create a situation and become the master of it; to find a way to manipulate me into doing what you want.
I hate that this is where my mind goes, but I am knowing it is for a reason.
She knows I'll be over shortly with her $$ for the book I allowed her to order. My plan is to be in and out; right back home.
I hate that this is where my mind goes, but I am knowing it is for a reason.
She knows I'll be over shortly with her $$ for the book I allowed her to order. My plan is to be in and out; right back home.