Dodging Bullets

Aug 11, 2010 02:32

It's been a while since I've posted on here. I haven't really felt the need to. I haven't really wanted to. I don't really want to right now; I'm just super bored.

I've been dodging bullets for the past few months. It almost seems that I just keep getting lucky breaks with everything; especially school. I got an F in the TV class last spring, which was lame because it is the simplest class ever. Because of that, my 3.4 or 3.2 or whatever I'd have is now a 2.940. That's not very good considering I need to apply for colleges this term. But, who knows? Maybe I'll dodge another bullet and things will work out in my favor. Afterall, I'm retaking that TV class (which means I need to record some videos).

I've written and uploaded more songs to youtube, myspace, and facebook. The small amount of people that actually listen to the music and appreciate it love the new stuffs. I have to say, the new stuffs are pretty great. I can't wait to record more music. Right now, I'm waiting for a new guitar before I record or rerecord any new music. Luckily, with the dodged bullet I had today with Bright Futures, I should be able to buy the guitar I've wanted forever. :-)

Bonnaroo was amazing. I could just tell you guys the highlights, but then this entry would be supa hella long. If you want to know about the wacky adventures at Bonnaroo, just hit me up. There were some pretty amazing moments there. There are pictures on my facebook if anybody is interested.

I've been hanging out with exclusively Chelsea, Mehrdad, Nooshin, and Niloofar lately. Times have been amazing with them. We've been hanging out almost every single night... which I don't have too much of a problem with. They are awesome people, and you guys should meet them sometime. It's a shame, though, because Niloofar already went back to USF and Nooshin is going back this weekend. It will be back to Me, Mehr, and Chelsea, which isn't bad, but I feel like Chelsea is a third wheel sometimes. ;-p

I lost my Instinct before Bonnaroo started at a Steak N' Shake. The waitress at Steak N' Shake wasn't very good, I gave her a small tip, and accidentally left my phone there. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that the phone became missing and nobody could find it. Whatever. Me and my brother ended up getting the HTC Hero with Google. I'm very happy with it, it has the Android Operating System (which you can't go wrong with), and is an all around good phone. But I really do miss my Instinct; it was a pretty good phone and I'd still be happy with it if I had it.

I started going to Covenant Community Church off of Ronald Reagan. I was only there for three weeks when the music director, Michael, asked me to bass for the church. I'm starting soon (after the church's birthday) and it is going to be AMAZING. I really loved bassing at Church At The River, and that was the main reason I stayed for so long. But now that I'm bassing at this church that I'm enjoying a lot that actually make me feel welcome... it's awesome. :-D

Life has been going by so awesomely lately. And I am going to credit it to one reason why: Over the past few months, I have been erecting a very thick wall between my past and present. There is nobody in my past who I really care too much about right now, there is nobody in my past who has done me good recently, so why should I communicate with them? It has improved my swagg tremendously and I plan to keep my past in the past.

That being said, a certain person from my past contacted me on facebook a few weeks ago via messages. He sent a long message stating that he is sorry for everything he's done, he admit to doing all of these things to me, and he basically admit defeat. It was a very big step for him and shows maturity, but if only he told the army of people that he sent after me and turned against me the same things he said in that message. If only he sent me this message before I was shunned into leaving the church I grew up in. If only he told all of the friends I had in my childhood, the ones I don't have anymore due to his lies and onslaught, the information that he told me. It showed that he was moving forward in his mind, but the message simply does not fix the past year and a half of complete bullshizz I've faced from his army.

He's in my past, and I refuse to let him into my present. We had a short conversation through Facebook Messages before we just stopped replying to eachother. And rightfully so. I have no desire to hang out with him or any more desire to communicate with him... especially since I am still getting crank calls from his army.

Anyway, school is going awesome, I have plans to major in business then open up a couple of businesses (a restaurant, a club, blahblahblah), Chelsea and Noosh are going to be here tomorrow to make cupcakes for their awesome idea for a business (and I will be helping them make my delicious icing <3), I'm going to be at a Big Boy University next term, and I'm still writing my corny cute acoustic songs.

If you ask me,
I'd say life is pretty awesome.
-AXH-
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