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so today was the first day n a very looong time i went out with a bunch of girls to different bars drinking ...and lots of drinking. it was very fun jst cuz.....duh i was with good friends getting drunk. But the WHOLE time i was thinking of james. I dind't even look at anyone but my friends and if guys came near me I gave them a look like I was going to murder them... then i felt bad cuz some were my friends cousins....But it just made me realize how lucky I am to have met the man of my dreams and I'll NEVER have to worry abbout being with someoen I don't like or somebody ever playing me again. I'm a very happy woman. the end.