Life, work and meme
* Work is work. Brings you money, but is boring and annoying. I hate work. I need to finally win the lottery to stop with this mess. (Or, you know at least find something I actualy dont mind doing for money and get good at it.) (I thought I'd like it if it could be writing, but on the other hand I'd hate it. I mean, I'm having difficult relationship with my muse already, money and actual necesity to write would make it worse.) (Yes, surrounded by real problems I love to worry about the non-existing ones from all angles. I also lost plenty hours thinking how to spend a million of dollars if I had one, so I wouldn't regret it.) (Yes, you're all involved in this plan.) (Yes, even you.)
* Writing dies when I'm forced to work. And almost everything I do write is Mystrade. Deal with it. Johnlock is so last season. (Also, it's all somehow megan_moonlight's fault, because everything I actually manage to finish is either prompted by her or at least highly influenced by her. I feel manipulated. I need to work on my original stories and some other fics I've started, but as frequently mentioned: I hate writing by hand. And it seems I will fight to get my new laptop sometime around August/September, I think. I need to check the detail with work and the shop, but still I have to many debts at the moment.
08. Share some headcanon for Mrs Hudson.
I feel bad about it, but my headcanon for Mrs. Hudson is rather grimm. Especially this part.
You see, in my headcanon, Mrs. Hudson deals with Sherlock's death better than others. Obviously she's grieving etc., but as she claims, she got used to that feeling after losing her biological son, years ago. (I rather think it wasn't even anything dramatic and criminal, just a silly car accident.)
* Writing dies when I'm forced to work. And almost everything I do write is Mystrade. Deal with it. Johnlock is so last season. (Also, it's all somehow megan_moonlight's fault, because everything I actually manage to finish is either prompted by her or at least highly influenced by her. I feel manipulated. I need to work on my original stories and some other fics I've started, but as frequently mentioned: I hate writing by hand. And it seems I will fight to get my new laptop sometime around August/September, I think. I need to check the detail with work and the shop, but still I have to many debts at the moment.
08. Share some headcanon for Mrs Hudson.
I feel bad about it, but my headcanon for Mrs. Hudson is rather grimm. Especially this part.
You see, in my headcanon, Mrs. Hudson deals with Sherlock's death better than others. Obviously she's grieving etc., but as she claims, she got used to that feeling after losing her biological son, years ago. (I rather think it wasn't even anything dramatic and criminal, just a silly car accident.)