I have a home, no one lives there anymore
So, today I was on a gg communicator and surfing the net as well. Some shit happened lately that I'm not dealing very well with. (Well, to be honest, it's not that I'm not dealing well, it's that I'm totally cool as cucumber about things I know I should give a damn. So, usual disconection issues, never mind. You don't care about it and I don't care about telling you about this.) So, I got a little annoyed with online life (shockin, I know, but I actually can survive in this real life things for a while for a change), so when my comp started freaking out like always, I turned it off. My roommate asked if I'm using our currently shared mobile Internet connection or can she steal the modem from me and I thought: what the hell? Why not?
My personal amatour psychiatrist... I hate shrinks, even amatour ones. *thinks hard* My own personal doctor Lecter called this tactic cowardice. I preffered to label it "tactical avoidance of sticky situations". Either way I'm off all kinds of comunicators for a while. At least until I will get my own Internet connections (which means sooner rather than later, I think).
I will drop by LJ from time to time and I need to check my email for details about online shopping and well I still have my mobile, so if you really need me you can contact me. If I will want to talk to you I will actually answer. Probably.
Oh, and I'm aware it may seem drama queen. It probably is. I'm not sure if it makes things better, but I'm really not stumping away in a huff of anger. I just... don't care so much at the moment it would scared me if I cared enough to be scared.
And I doubt this will cause any disturbance in my online life, so I don't feel bad about this either. I just wanted to apologize to my dearest doctor Lecter, but since she's my father I hope she will forgive me few days absence. :)
My personal amatour psychiatrist... I hate shrinks, even amatour ones. *thinks hard* My own personal doctor Lecter called this tactic cowardice. I preffered to label it "tactical avoidance of sticky situations". Either way I'm off all kinds of comunicators for a while. At least until I will get my own Internet connections (which means sooner rather than later, I think).
I will drop by LJ from time to time and I need to check my email for details about online shopping and well I still have my mobile, so if you really need me you can contact me. If I will want to talk to you I will actually answer. Probably.
Oh, and I'm aware it may seem drama queen. It probably is. I'm not sure if it makes things better, but I'm really not stumping away in a huff of anger. I just... don't care so much at the moment it would scared me if I cared enough to be scared.
And I doubt this will cause any disturbance in my online life, so I don't feel bad about this either. I just wanted to apologize to my dearest doctor Lecter, but since she's my father I hope she will forgive me few days absence. :)