Christmas Break Sum Up
20:47 2010-01-01
Topic: Christmas Break Sum Up.
Christmas were really, really great. Of course I did close to nothing from all that I planned and I pretty much gave up for the time being on Christmas' fics project. Sorry. I will type in and send around the fics I've allready wrote, but I'm afraid that's it. I may try finishing the fic for femaleshinigami, but it will take awhile and I had other deadlines I will have problems meeting.
Anyway, Christmas with my family went surprisingly great. I spent them with my mom, stepdad and uncle (mom's brother). My mom, uncle and I usually enjoy each others senses of humor, because we have a great laughs mocking things and people, and each other. It's really great, I finally enjoyed talking like that with someone.
They all stayed sober through whole Christmas and I'm not deluding myself that they had any other reason besides trying not to piss me off. It's nice, I really appraciated it.
At Christmas' Eve we had spontanous movie marathon (and a shorter one of First Day of Christmas), because our tv does not work well and we can barely watch two tv stations, so we enjoyed the blessings of the DVD. I figured I'm a part of really fucked up family and I'm kind of enjoying it, when we finished Christmas' Eve with X-Files episode "How the ghosts stole Christmas".
Seriously, my family was way better than usually ;-) I talked about the books I'm studing about, which was weird, because they mostly didn't read them, but still some of them, yes. I even talked with Alek (my step father) about some polish poets.
And the whole family surprised me when there was pretty much no religious tradition. We kept most of the pagan, tough xD I mean, nobody really believes in this house, so we just took what we liked/were too used to to ignore and it was great. :)
Later on it was just me and my parents and instead of studing I was lazing around and boy, but was it awesome. Nobody there to bother you to go out, do something, anything. Nobody gave a damn, but not in a bad sense. In a sense that they know I love to sit around by myself, listening to the music, reading fics and sleeping all day - and they don't care. It's cool. Perhaps, when I was living here constantly it was slightly more annoying to them, but now? They're just happy I'm here and that I'm happy and all is well. I know it's a cliche to say somebody accept you just as you are and you can be yourself in certain places, but that's how I feel. When I'm home along with my parents I don't even feel the pressure to be myself. I just am and it's a great feeling that I'm gonna miss really soon.
The New Year's Eve I spent with femaleshinigami and megan_moonlight. We had some good laughs I guess. I finally watched "Rent" (and didn't like it) and since they left me alone at midnight (they went out to watch fireworks and I hate fireworks) I could watch the musicians I wanted playing on one of the parties transmitted by tv station.
All in all it was pretty good, but now I'm freezing (I just got back from the outside) and I have tickets for the train (but with no sitting place, because Polish trains just went from riddiculous to beyond safe state of madness) and I guess it's time to think about going back to school. And it sucks really, really much.
Oh, since it's New Year:
1. Pass to another year of college.
2. Start second specialisation/ second type of studies/whatever just to get away from the future spent as a teacher.
3. Not break down and keep going.
Topic: Christmas Break Sum Up.
Christmas were really, really great. Of course I did close to nothing from all that I planned and I pretty much gave up for the time being on Christmas' fics project. Sorry. I will type in and send around the fics I've allready wrote, but I'm afraid that's it. I may try finishing the fic for femaleshinigami, but it will take awhile and I had other deadlines I will have problems meeting.
Anyway, Christmas with my family went surprisingly great. I spent them with my mom, stepdad and uncle (mom's brother). My mom, uncle and I usually enjoy each others senses of humor, because we have a great laughs mocking things and people, and each other. It's really great, I finally enjoyed talking like that with someone.
They all stayed sober through whole Christmas and I'm not deluding myself that they had any other reason besides trying not to piss me off. It's nice, I really appraciated it.
At Christmas' Eve we had spontanous movie marathon (and a shorter one of First Day of Christmas), because our tv does not work well and we can barely watch two tv stations, so we enjoyed the blessings of the DVD. I figured I'm a part of really fucked up family and I'm kind of enjoying it, when we finished Christmas' Eve with X-Files episode "How the ghosts stole Christmas".
Seriously, my family was way better than usually ;-) I talked about the books I'm studing about, which was weird, because they mostly didn't read them, but still some of them, yes. I even talked with Alek (my step father) about some polish poets.
And the whole family surprised me when there was pretty much no religious tradition. We kept most of the pagan, tough xD I mean, nobody really believes in this house, so we just took what we liked/were too used to to ignore and it was great. :)
Later on it was just me and my parents and instead of studing I was lazing around and boy, but was it awesome. Nobody there to bother you to go out, do something, anything. Nobody gave a damn, but not in a bad sense. In a sense that they know I love to sit around by myself, listening to the music, reading fics and sleeping all day - and they don't care. It's cool. Perhaps, when I was living here constantly it was slightly more annoying to them, but now? They're just happy I'm here and that I'm happy and all is well. I know it's a cliche to say somebody accept you just as you are and you can be yourself in certain places, but that's how I feel. When I'm home along with my parents I don't even feel the pressure to be myself. I just am and it's a great feeling that I'm gonna miss really soon.
The New Year's Eve I spent with femaleshinigami and megan_moonlight. We had some good laughs I guess. I finally watched "Rent" (and didn't like it) and since they left me alone at midnight (they went out to watch fireworks and I hate fireworks) I could watch the musicians I wanted playing on one of the parties transmitted by tv station.
All in all it was pretty good, but now I'm freezing (I just got back from the outside) and I have tickets for the train (but with no sitting place, because Polish trains just went from riddiculous to beyond safe state of madness) and I guess it's time to think about going back to school. And it sucks really, really much.
Oh, since it's New Year:
1. Pass to another year of college.
2. Start second specialisation/ second type of studies/whatever just to get away from the future spent as a teacher.
3. Not break down and keep going.