"He doesn't need this right now..."
This is the first time in my life where I cry
and dab my eyes expecting lots of tears
but only end up with bits of pus and little tears.
How very unsettling.
It is, in any case, already an improvement from this morning's eye situation.
Damn this hay fever.
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I have someone I care about passionately and dearly now;
I can't be there for you (or you) any longer like how I used to be.
In the past, it was easy- I was freely available for whenever you needed me.
But now,... Now things are different.
I have his feelings to care about too.
I do not love you (pl.) any less, and I still want to be as best a friend as I can to you,
but just don't expect things to be the same.
Maybe we'll work it out and figure a new arrangement that will please everybody.
I just hope you understand.
and dab my eyes expecting lots of tears
but only end up with bits of pus and little tears.
How very unsettling.
It is, in any case, already an improvement from this morning's eye situation.
Damn this hay fever.
---
I have someone I care about passionately and dearly now;
I can't be there for you (or you) any longer like how I used to be.
In the past, it was easy- I was freely available for whenever you needed me.
But now,... Now things are different.
I have his feelings to care about too.
I do not love you (pl.) any less, and I still want to be as best a friend as I can to you,
but just don't expect things to be the same.
Maybe we'll work it out and figure a new arrangement that will please everybody.
I just hope you understand.