Valentine's Day

Feb 14, 2004 09:57

Happy Valentine's Day to all!

It has been a dreary day today and this evening all it has done is rain. And it has been raining in my heart too.
Emmet sent me an e-card for Valentine's Day and he has emailed me like 3 times this week. It is good to hear from him, although my responses to him have been rather brief. I don't want him to think that everything is just dandy between us. I still don't know what is going to happen with us....only time will tell.
I told Jason to download a song that I just love! It is soo stupid, for anyone who knows the song, "I Can Only Imagine" - it is a beautiful Christian song and it is very obvious if you listen to the words. I had heard the song a number of times on the radio and the only thing that stuck in my head was the title, but I never really listened to the words until just a couple of days ago and I was soo touched that they were singing about meeting Jesus! But such an idiot to never notice that before!!
Work has been my saving grace - getting me through the days. But I have been having trouble sleeping..or getting to sleep, I should say. Too many thoughts in my head, too many unanswered questions. Last night however, I went to dinner with this lady I work with. It was good to be in a different environment, to get out of the house. This woman, Libby, is really hard to describe - she is very abrasive, would probably be the best way to describe her. She is very nosey and doesn't mind asking people really personal questions. She can be nice too, I mean, I guess we are friends. But I would never confide in her, because she would tell everybody! And she gets on my nerves at work! So, why did I go to dinner with her? I have no idea!! But it was okay and was much better than spending 8 hours with the woman!
Needless to say, I haven't told her that my husband has been gone for nearly 2 weeks. It's really none of her business and I am not ready for everyone at work to know yet.
I am watching the "Princess Diaries" on TV. I love this movie!Even tho I am 43 years old! Go figure...

Bye for now!
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