I live to create beauty..
I'm restless.. I've been listening to music all night and reading poetry and wishing I could create something. Wrapped up in a blanket eating orange jello out of a plastic cup with a plastic spoon, drinking peach tea and listening to Epica. I love the big picture but I also love the details, I love descriptions. I had a random phone conversation with Josh for 8 hours last night and another 4 hours when I woke up. I called off work, I didn't feel good today. I wish I could have gotten things done. The world around me feels a little bit like the twilight zone right now. I hope I feel better when I wake up in the morning. Sometimes I feel like I have so much love and passion that I'm going to explode.. when will the pieces of my life come together?