What In The Hell?!?!

Sep 16, 2003 11:10

Lizzy's Entry:
Dear Jade:

Incase you haden't noticed, that last post, not the one about the Pagan Pride Festival, but the one saying "Stupid fucking fuckers need to fuck off/make up their fucking minds!" was halfway ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD! When I remove you from all my friends lists, I think there is a reason. You really need to pay attention.

And no, I am not going to go to your and Andie's wedding. You can fuck off.
Stop calling me Hun, Sweetie, Babe, and anything els that may suggest that we're close friends. We aren't.

Why?

"I love you more that anything els in the whole world, Sakura. Anata wo aishiteiru!"

"Oh, Andie, I am so glad we are back together. I love you more than anything els in the whole world!!"

Get it now? IT HURTS! AND YOU WON'T FUCKING STOP IT!
I asked, Chelsea, and now look what happened. Do you rememeber me saying, and I quote:

Sat, Sep. 6th, 2003, 12:16 am

"Look, Jade, I really don't mean to be a bitch, but..

You can't just go back and forth between Andie and me. It's just wrong. Do you know how hard it is on Andie and I? It hurts us, because you have shown that you can't decide between us, and you want us both, but you don't at the same time.

Andie and I are good friends. This is alot of stress on our friendship. Because whoever has you that day, is hated by the other person.

Jade, you really have to make a choice. Or just say that you don't know. Stop this back-and-forth thing. Please? It's really hard.

And the fist reson I don't talk as much is because my computer doesn't fucking work right.

Secondly: My boyfriend, who I am so fucking in love with, JUST FUCKING BROKE UP WITH ME! And you know this! You have to know how much it hurts! I can't even eat or sleep properly since last Tuesday.

And third: What I've already said. I can't take you saying "I love you, Sakura! More than anything!" and then "Andie and I are back together! I am so happy! I love her so much!"

And you wonder why I'm not winning the happiest person in the world award!

I'm sorry, Chelsea, that this is so bitchy, but you really have to know. I can't take it.

Me or her?

Neither?

You can't keep playing games. You have to let me know. Should I stay or should I go?

I want t be your friend. Always. But I can't be a part of your life if you are gonna do this to me, to my friend, to yourself."

And I meant it. I can't take it. So, I'm sorry, but this is the end. I asked you ever so pleasantly to stop hurting Andie and me, and the friendship between her and I. But you wouldn't. Now look what it has done to ours.

I'm sorry, Chelsea, but I just can't go on pretending nothing is wrong. You already know there is. It was bad enough BEING the white elephant, but now I have to stare at it all day; no matter what I do, and no matter where I go.

Forever in mourning,
-Sakura Etsu-
Jade's Reply:
Lizzy, fuck you. You're a good-for-nothing piece of shit who deserves nothing but misery. I can see why Jeff dumped you. No more, Lizzy. To Hell with you.
And also from Jade:
Urgh. Oh my fucking God. I can't believe you. Fuck you, Lizzy. After that fucking entry, I stopped. But perhaps, Jeff was on your mind and you couldn't see it. Well, thanks. I hope you suffer through life. Die at an early age. Urgh. FUCK YOU!

Well, I choose to remain neutral, but sometimes I want to, but I must fight the temptation. But what really got on my nerves was a comment in Lizzy's L!J from this stupid ass piece of shit:
Stop it for the love of fucking God. You have to stop this, it gets annoying when you are yelling at my best friend. You should be very happy for her and Andie and be a supportive person. Otherwise, you were never a friend in the first place. Just back the fuck off her, got it? All you are doing is being a real bitch about everything.

To me, I think this fucking chick should back the fuck out of theire business. She has NO FUCKING RIGHT to talk to my friend this way. It was rude and cold, and you don't see people yelling at Jade for posting stuff like this. So they shouldn't yell at Lizzy for expressing her feelings and her mind. She has a fucking right to express her thoughts.
GOD DAMMIT PEOPLE THIS IS FUCKING AMERICA! THERE IS A THING CALLED THE FREEDOM OF GOD DAMN SPEECH! LEAVE LIZZY THE FUCK ALONE!

Sorry Chelsea, I'm not meaning to take sides, but that comment from your "best friend" was the worst.
Tell her to read my Live!Journal. I hope she's thrilled.
Now I dunno about anything anymore.
We should postpone everything until everything is settled between everybody.

*Andie!Is!Very!Pissed!Off!*
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