HAHAHA...I was totally about to jump on you for that...good catch!
Yyyeah...where to start? I guess I just really want to say that I'm absolutely lucky to have you as a friend and that, regardless of anything and everything that may happen, I will strive not to be that empty person that you described in your response to my last post. I will always be there for you and I will always try to be as reliable and supportive as you might need. And I will always be me and I will always be honest. Even if that requires sacrificing the daylight hours for sleep so that I can stay up all night chatting and pretending to know how to fix a laptop...
"It's my fault I rested too much on the faith I give people and let them hurt me..." You already know what I think about that whole thing but let me just re-iterate that just because you opened up and gave someone the opportunity to tread on your heart, doesn't mean that you forced them to do it or that they had to. You're better than that, you're worth infinitely more than that, and not everyone out there is an egotistical asshole. Your ability to be open and trusting will be reciprocated. I know I know, pot callling the kettle black and I should take my own advice and all that. No one ever said it was easy...in a way I envy and admire you for your ability to truly believe in people. What I'm trying to say is that it's a part of your personality that I'd REALLY hate to see you lose. I just think you could control it a bit and choose your battles a little better. Oh well, you live, you learn right?
Ok, I'm just babbling now, which probably means that it's past my bedtime. Just remember, many people will expect you to be perfect, but there are also those of us who will love you either way. Hope you're having a good night and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
-Mat
P.S. I dunno if you saw it, but I finally posted 4 questions for you to answer in your old post from January. Enjoy!
Yes, lived, learned, but haven't always practiced ;) Oh well, I guess I can't claim that i haven't made life at least a bit interesting. Yay for non-conformation!!!
Yyyeah...where to start? I guess I just really want to say that I'm absolutely lucky to have you as a friend and that, regardless of anything and everything that may happen, I will strive not to be that empty person that you described in your response to my last post. I will always be there for you and I will always try to be as reliable and supportive as you might need. And I will always be me and I will always be honest. Even if that requires sacrificing the daylight hours for sleep so that I can stay up all night chatting and pretending to know how to fix a laptop...
"It's my fault I rested too much on the faith I give people and let them hurt me..." You already know what I think about that whole thing but let me just re-iterate that just because you opened up and gave someone the opportunity to tread on your heart, doesn't mean that you forced them to do it or that they had to. You're better than that, you're worth infinitely more than that, and not everyone out there is an egotistical asshole. Your ability to be open and trusting will be reciprocated. I know I know, pot callling the kettle black and I should take my own advice and all that. No one ever said it was easy...in a way I envy and admire you for your ability to truly believe in people. What I'm trying to say is that it's a part of your personality that I'd REALLY hate to see you lose. I just think you could control it a bit and choose your battles a little better. Oh well, you live, you learn right?
Ok, I'm just babbling now, which probably means that it's past my bedtime. Just remember, many people will expect you to be perfect, but there are also those of us who will love you either way. Hope you're having a good night and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
-Mat
P.S. I dunno if you saw it, but I finally posted 4 questions for you to answer in your old post from January. Enjoy!
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...or something
But in any case, thanx much for everything
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