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eight weeks.
it's been eight weeks since robert and i broke up, and i have yet to go one day without feeling like i'm dying. i miss him every second of every day. what the fuck is wrong with me. everyone keeps acting like i should be fucking over it already. we were together for four years. i thought i was going to marry him. my whole fucking life changed in two minutes.. and every thing i do reminds me of him.
i just want to go one day without missing him so much i feel like i'm being crushed. i just want one day that i can breathe again.
i miss him. and i still love him more than anything in the world, and i don't want to anymore.
it's been eight weeks since robert and i broke up, and i have yet to go one day without feeling like i'm dying. i miss him every second of every day. what the fuck is wrong with me. everyone keeps acting like i should be fucking over it already. we were together for four years. i thought i was going to marry him. my whole fucking life changed in two minutes.. and every thing i do reminds me of him.
i just want to go one day without missing him so much i feel like i'm being crushed. i just want one day that i can breathe again.
i miss him. and i still love him more than anything in the world, and i don't want to anymore.