Apr 12, 2006 23:54
well its been another month, i left missoula and in another month from now i'll be leaving missoula for good...
its going to be alittle bitter-sweet. Part of me is kicking me for leaving, but if I stay im going to lose it. I just wish it was closer, so i could just vist, or they could come see me. Things are going to get interesting here in the next month, its going to be gone before i know it.
DAMNIT why cant i have either not met these people, or just met them in a place where i actually liked... Life is a challenge like this. I meet everyone at the wrong time and in the wrong place. Somthing inside of me really wishes they could come with me, be in my state, in my city, on my ground. But i cant have the best of both worlds. Then again who knows maybe it'll be even better out there being on teh coast again. Only time will tell