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no matter how poopity poop poop things can be, it's been three years today since i came out to my family and that will always feel pretty damn good. i never told erica this (um...surprise), but i sorta blame her in a good way for me coming out. nothing quite like a torn up heart to inspire a girl to show her true gay colors. so, thanks!
i got a crappy job offer which i'll decline. and i found out last night that i'm about to get two good job offers today/tomorrow. i had heard that another job was going to come my way, but i haven't heard much about it. i'm really excited and floored about the one job. i can't wait to feel more useful. and to take my vag and body to a doctor. oh, bestow the insurance upon me!
i may be going to seattle. this is very exciting. and i'm headed to brooklyn this weekend for a birthday party. i can't tell you how much i've needed this. to be with old townie friends. to catch up with them. to go out and have a good time without reservations. i'm fucking thrilled. on the other hand, i'm mixed emotions about also seeing afton. one minute, i've convinced myself it will be good to see her and work on our friendship, and then the next minute i'm worried i'll just end up a big ball of tears. one thing i'm not good at, nor do i ever want to be good at, is pretending i'm somewhere that i'm not. and since i'm all over the map right now, who knows where i'll be. in any case, it would be great to see her. and to go back to brooklyn, a place that really felt like home. when i go back to state college now, it feels slightly weird and i don't have that 'home' feeling i had always had. now that feeling is in reading and brooklyn, and it will be comfortable to go home. so, my park slope friends (cough cough, laura and tiff), lets hang. hit me up telephone style.
i got a crappy job offer which i'll decline. and i found out last night that i'm about to get two good job offers today/tomorrow. i had heard that another job was going to come my way, but i haven't heard much about it. i'm really excited and floored about the one job. i can't wait to feel more useful. and to take my vag and body to a doctor. oh, bestow the insurance upon me!
i may be going to seattle. this is very exciting. and i'm headed to brooklyn this weekend for a birthday party. i can't tell you how much i've needed this. to be with old townie friends. to catch up with them. to go out and have a good time without reservations. i'm fucking thrilled. on the other hand, i'm mixed emotions about also seeing afton. one minute, i've convinced myself it will be good to see her and work on our friendship, and then the next minute i'm worried i'll just end up a big ball of tears. one thing i'm not good at, nor do i ever want to be good at, is pretending i'm somewhere that i'm not. and since i'm all over the map right now, who knows where i'll be. in any case, it would be great to see her. and to go back to brooklyn, a place that really felt like home. when i go back to state college now, it feels slightly weird and i don't have that 'home' feeling i had always had. now that feeling is in reading and brooklyn, and it will be comfortable to go home. so, my park slope friends (cough cough, laura and tiff), lets hang. hit me up telephone style.