HipHop is dEd.

[and_i_wakeup]

well i haven't been writing anything, really..or talking so uh i don't know what's going to end up in this entry! we'll see. i am not anywhere close to where i want to be. i have three months until i graduate and have yet to finish my senior project. i just want to get it done so i can get SOME pressure off my shoulders. besides school i don't do too much anymore. my family has been going through some really hard times. brother went away for about two weeks last month getting into God knows what trouble. i've never been so hurt by a member of my family as i was then. it's like you'd give this person the world if they wanted(... and it's not like falling in love with a guy---your own blood.)and they can't see how much pain they are causing. ya know if you can't trust your own brother and he can't be an active part of you and your family's life because of his flaws-- WHO CAN YOU TRUST? ehh this whole situation had me really shaken up.

anna nicole died.

valentines day/feb20 is around the corner. whatever. it's not that i care about having a fucking valentine or not because i don't.
uhhhh whatever blah blahblahyou're so shitty

i just want to start makin some cheddddaa
my family to have a good year
and to walk across that stage in may.

there are so many things still on my mind ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh