As of late (pt. 2):
(i look skinny in these pictures. imagine that i choose to put them here...)
I don’t mean to close the door,
but for the record my heart is sore.
You blew through me like bullet holes-
left stains on my sheets and stains on my soul.
( I’mma shake you off though,
Get up on that horse and ride into the sunset-
Look back with no remorse)
ps: I have officially given up. I am the most worthless [fucking] person ever. I literally have no power to change or help or [fucking] show anyone anything.
No one tell me any different, either.
Excuse me while I remind myself how pointless my existence is while I slide a rope around my neck.
and by rope around my neck, I mean curled up in my bed for the rest of the day.