It's been a while, so now what?
I've been in Melbourne now for 8 years now. Why did I leave Sydney? To get away from the booze and the drugs and the people who only wanted to do those things. I thought I'd travel, enjoy Melbourne, learn a language namely French... wait before I go on, how the fuck do I turn off spell check on this damn thing? I hate seeing the red underline fucking fuck!
I digress... I wanted to do things and be that, no more boring details necessary.
I've managed to find a passion in Travel. I suppose that's one good thing that's come of this, probably the only thing I set out to do. Nonetheless the friends that have lasted are the ones who booze and do drugs. Enough with the drinking and the coke. Why am I always drawn to these people? I occasionally meet interesting people whose principle interests aren't solely just booze and drugs but then the friendship is somehow fleeting. The ones that last are the ones who I get wasted with almost every time I see them. why are old habits so hard to get kill off? why can't I just become something someone new. Why don't I get along with people who don't drink? is it a bad thing?
I digress... I wanted to do things and be that, no more boring details necessary.
I've managed to find a passion in Travel. I suppose that's one good thing that's come of this, probably the only thing I set out to do. Nonetheless the friends that have lasted are the ones who booze and do drugs. Enough with the drinking and the coke. Why am I always drawn to these people? I occasionally meet interesting people whose principle interests aren't solely just booze and drugs but then the friendship is somehow fleeting. The ones that last are the ones who I get wasted with almost every time I see them. why are old habits so hard to get kill off? why can't I just become something someone new. Why don't I get along with people who don't drink? is it a bad thing?